Of course I cannot deny the habits...of immediate pleasure--good food, quarters, clothing, and certain pursuits. But there has always been that emptiness, that lack of fulfillment.
Now as I stand amidst the final stages of my life and before it is too late, I am going to take what is my birthright--the pursuit of nature, the pursuit of art as I want, the pursuit of writing as I view it...
The point to this is simply--whatever the form of activity you choose, no matter how different from that of your inherent past, it will bring a measure of fulfillment in your scale of values that will constitute the truth of and for your life. Do not let that truth escape!..."
Dad
What courage and vulnerability to realize this and to speak it out loud. A sad and beautiful note. He'd be proud of you for working so hard to give voice to the artist within.
ReplyDeleteSue, Thanks for visiting and for your wise words. You're right. It takes courage to be vulnerable. Oxymoron in a way. xo
DeleteYou certainly see his heart in that letter. How special for you to find it.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Ann, and thanks for visiting here.
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